How badly I wish I can shout this phrases out loud to them...
Ugh...this is awful!!!
I felt so bad about it. I'm living unhappily now with all the possibilities running through my mind everyday, asking myself what if and what if~
This is really a bad bad moment here alone.
Who can I blame?!
This is the choice I've made...
That's it...I've got to face it no matter what.